Today was out to bugis to celebrate wan qian birthday. I was late but i not the latest 1. haha. Window shopping for us while the guys are in the arcade. Saw a skirt that i like it very much in yin & yang so i try and it cost $18. So i call donavan to find me at level 2 from the arcade coz i wanna ask him for opinion. He say the skirt look nice on me and he bought it for me. I was vr surprise lahz. hee. and i was so happy thank dar. love u so muchy. he still wanna get me a top to match with the skirt so i just say no need lahz. i was reli happy today.

marcus give us a call and at least he call to say that he is getting better lahz. that was great. wish he will get well fast man.

Was having dinner at the hong kong restaurant wang kok. the food there was damn delicious k. people can go and try and the price is reasonable. muz try lahz. cheap and worth it!!!

after dinner go back to arcade and headed to esplanade there to sit and talk for a while then catch the last train and i just reach home lahz.

i didn't snap photo coz today was using joyce and wan qian camara. and was glad that wan qian love her present.

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11:56 pm

Was very happy i have tell my boss that i will ba able to help him work til next week.

So happy can relax already. oh well, went to my granny house with my mummy, bro and younger sis. Revise some work in my granny house and eat dinner and i just came back home. I LOST my ez-link card. So suay. And today i forgot to bring my phone too.

Tml was suppose to celebrate wan qain and marcus birthday. But bad news, marcus is under dengue fever, so poor thing. That's y i msg him he nv reply. And i even msg him like a bit angry y don want reply me. SORRY boy. Coz i didn't noe something serious happen to u. Pls get well soon k.

Going to take a bath...

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10:57 pm

Hey, yesterday was late for work again and ot again til 1 am. I am glad to work there but i everytime late for work coz everytime security check is too slow and when we get our uniform at the uniform department we have to wait then go to wash room to get thing done by wearing the uniform which is hard to wear and stocking and high heel shoe. all this take around 30 mins and from city hall to the ritz carlton back door is a long way. i give a bad impression to my boss already. Anyway yesterday i wanna tell him that i can help him work until next week. But i just cant blurt it out..

OMG.. How am i suppose to tell him?

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11:31 am

Last Sunday didn't manage to go for family dinner coz my uncle has something on so they have change to this sunday instead. oh no. That was bad. The next day will be my exam so i think will come back home straight.

So i meet donavan instead and i have a great time being with him. He said he angry is becoz he don't want me to bully him.. omg.. i was so bossy mehz maybe to him. But i feel glad coz he is still loving me as before. LOVE HIM LOTZ TOO!!!

Working 3 conservative days, included today. Tml i also working, then it will be 4 days. Yesterday, work OT until 1am. Every morning wake up early to revise my work as today i over slept so no time to study so i come to bloggy!!

Yesterday, the full-timer say that i am the best part-timer they ever had. Coz she tell me that the part-timer do not work seriously. Because i'm willing to learn and do OT when they need help. I was happy to hear that. But i going to tell them i can work for 2 more weeks oli. Wanna find full time. Actually i like the job scope but i don't like the working ethic coz it reli too troublesome by putting make-up, tie hair into bun, wearing stocking... i was late for 30 min yesterday becoz i need to buy stocking in marina square and i cant find it in the end i buy it at watson. this was y so troublesome lahz. CHAOS!!!

Now i going to prepare already. Working 2.30pm and yet so early i need to prepare that y it was so troublesome!!!

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11:00 am

Just wake up not long ago. So i call donavan to ask him whether r we going out anot but he say don't want lahz. I noe i am not being understanding in my previous blog and i surprise that he will read my blog lahz coz everytime ask him to read my blog he will dilly dally. But while previous blog is of coz i'm in the anger then say want lahz. But i not the only one in the wrong.. yaya everything blame him. tat's wat he say. He said that i complain that my bus fare is expensive then i will not go to his house. Okay, if that the case yes i did say it. But i didn't complian that i was tired i still go his house. Anyway, don wanna explain. Coz he also don wanna care or bother. Both don't want to care and slowly this relationship going to went down to drain.

I am vr sad. Maybe one day he don't want me anymore. i don't want to lose him but just like sylvia say when fate wanted us to bring us together then we will alwis stay together no matter anything happen if we r not fated to be together then finally one day anything happen we will just leave each other.

No mood to go out. Going to stay at home to study my bs ba coz next week i will be vr busy, will be working monday to thursday 2.30pm to 10.30 pm and i scare that i do not have the time to study. i also don noe saturday whether i wanna go to wan qian and marcus birthday celebration anot.

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2:30 pm

As usual finish skool at 4.30pm and today yi wei, sylvia and me walk to bugis to c whther there's is a four leave cake shop in bugis juction but don have worz. wait for donavan to come meet me too after his work. After meet up with donavan, sylvia and yi wei went off first and i don't feel like eating dinner at bugis so headed to tpy for ban mian.

After dinner, went back home coz donavan want to go back early coz he was tired. And he alwis think that he is tired then come and find me is reali a big deal. while, i alwis vr tired i also will go find him and i didn't even complain abit. eh.. his a guy lorz abit of hard work for him only will die. y can't he just tolerate?? i don't wanna care anymore. he send me back home and i walk behind him and i just ignore lahz. i don't wanna bother. was suppose to be a happy day for me. but end up we quarrel lahz.

Anyway, don talk abt it. tml, can't go swimming with jenny and shu yi.. sorry gals coz my manager ask me to work from 6pm to 1am tml!!! hope tml will finish skool earlier so that i no need to rush. And i have seen my schedule for this week it stated there mon and tues oli. and they call me today said that i have to work 2.30pm to 10.30 pm today. WTF!! i give them my schedule i can oli work mon, tues, sat nd sun. The manager straight away give me attitude and ask me to come down 6pm. I didn't even bring any cosmetic and work stuff. so i can't make it today lahz. Attitude manager just say "today no need to come tml then come 6pm alright!" then hang up the phone. Please lahz.. i give my schedule clearly i even kept the send msg on my e-mail account and it was written there correctly. i reli don want to continue anymore. U can c outside 5 star hotel vr nice. working environment vr nice but inside the working procedure organise was reli terrible and not nicely done.

Argghh!! WAT A DAY..

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8:42 pm

Was late for skool this two day.. Coz i was damn damn damn tired.. NOT ENOUGH SLEEP!!! Wanna thank to sylvia and yi wei lahz. Coz without them i will be damn bored coz we went back early to class after break we snap some funny pic. FUN!!! lazy to upload. so lucky to have them as my friend and classmate coz whenever i need help in my homework they alwis be there!!! Great thanks to them!!! ^^

Project need to submit by tml. have to thanks sylvia to provide me with her colour ink to help me with the hard copy and yi wei for the disc case. And wat did i do i provide them with empty disc. LOL!!! Every1 has a part to play.

Anyway, today i company sylvia and yi wei to buy present for their friend after skool. Didn't go shopping long long time le.. As we alwis say wanna go shop shop after skool and yi wei alwis scare of the hot sun but today we finally go shopping together!!! hee

While, the top which i desire to buy during new year in Yin & Yang was too expensive for me and now the GSS has drop the price from $59.90 to $18. Saw it at ps during break time in Yin & Yang but don have the colour i want oli left pink so try my luck in another outlet at Wisma, but also left pink. Actually don wanna buy but sylvia and yi wei say maybe see not nice so they ask me to try and it look nice on me and i like it alot too so i bought it!!! Also i bought a $2 white scarf. today i spent $20 altogether. omg.. No money still want to splurge. No more spending.. Save! Save! Save! I reli like that top lahz.. So i cant go shopping anymore coz if i shop i will want to buy.

Tml after donavan finish work, meeting him for dinner.
Friday going for a swim with shu yi and jenny.
Saturday maybe going out with donavan.
Sunday going for family dinner!!!
Next week is my study week. Have to check my work schedule for next week so i can organise my revision for exam.

Finish with a GOOD LUCK to Jo Jo who is going to have a presentation tml. Jia you worz!!!

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8:41 pm

Finally i have finish my project. YEAH!!! Oli left hard copy to completet it. This project is damn easy oli need to do research and key in the data we search on microsoft access. Yesterday do until 4am i do until i didn't notice the time so today i was so tired. And i was so lazy to go out. Taking a long hours nap. 2 days staying at home. it quite boriing lahz. tml have to work.

Burn 3 days rest. Maybe tml will meet him for breakfast b4 going to work at 2.30pm. I am still vr tired. I think i going to slp early tonight.

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8:55 pm

Viewing in my friend blog and her 3 closest has pass away within a week. It remind me of last month when i go to my sencond grand uncle and my godgrandmother wakes. life is so fragile they can just gone just like that. we must treasure watever we have now. coz we will not noe wat will happen tml. Suddenly i feel so moody.

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me© David M Romano

When tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not there to see
If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled with tears for me
I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today
While thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say
I know how much you love me as much as I love you
And each time that you think of me I know you’ll miss me too
But when tomorrow starts without me please try to understand
That an angel came and called my name, she took me by the hand
She said my place was ready in heaven far above
And that I’d have to leave behind all those I dearly love
But as I turned to walk away a tear fell from my eye
For all my life I’d always thought I didn’t want to die
I had so much to live for so much yet to do
It seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you
I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad
I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had
If I could relive yesterday just even for a while
I’d say goodbye and kiss you then I could see you smile
But then I fully realized that could never be
For emptiness and memories would take the place of me
And when I thought of worldly things
That I might miss come tomorrow
I thought of you and when I did my heart was filled with sorrow
But when I walked through heavens gates I felt so much at home
When God looked down and smiled at me from his great golden throne
He said this is eternity and all I’ve promised you
Today your life on Earth is past and here it starts anew
I promise no tomorrow but today will always last
And since each day is the same day there’s no longing for the past
But you have been so faithful so trusting and so true
Though there were times you did some things you know you shouldn’t do
But you have been forgiven and now at last you are free
So wont you take my hand now and share my life with me
So when tomorrow starts without me don’t think we’re far apart
For every time you think of me I’m right here in your heart
So no more tears I want to see, just a fleeting grin
When you remember how we were, the trouble we got in
So go on with your life now and keep smiling all the way
For there is more to your life, don’t let it pass you by.
So when tomorrow starts without me just remember I am near
To guide you and love you like I always did, and take away your fear

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8:56 pm

few days pass, didn't blog coz i have nothing to blog. My life oli study, slack at home and work. Finish work and reach home exactly 12am today. so tiring~

I don't feel like going out, tml got to finish my project coz we going to submit next week.

SLEEPING~zzz

Get this quiz form friends blog and taken some test abt me..

Get to know urself better...

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

What's your personality love style?

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

He Loves You For You

When it comes to your body, your guy hardly notices It's nothing to do with the way you look... He's just has really fallen for you But make sure to stay sexy - keep the chemistry going strong!

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen Peacemaker, first to end a fight Good at thinking up creative dates Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily Going with your gut instead of your head Empathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault Good at recognizing patterns in relationships Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

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1:05 am

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY

Tok abt yesterday. Went bishan prawning with donavan,joyce, and lionel. Having so much fun!!! We caught 22 prawn.. We improve alot coz last time we go pasir ris oli catch 8 prawn. ^^ And i dare to catch them alive... Im so happy. bishan is much more better then pasir ris becoz they sponsor the charcoal, plate, salt and stick for us to bbq. But pasir ris have to buy the charcoal and starter from them so not worth it. Forgot to bring camera, luckily joyce bring it.

I reach home 2am and wake up 9am to prepare to go to my granny house to celebrate mother day TODAY!! Pack all stuff, went for lunch, buy black shoe for my work...reaches my granny house at 3pm.

While we went for a swim in my 2nd uncle condo at yew tee. Having spa and steam bath.. that's was cool.. relaxing.. Then we went back to granny house for dinner and of coz cutting mothers cake. There are 5 mother so there will be 5 candles. and of coz my granny will be the oldest follow by 1st aunt, mummy, 2nd aunt and yati aunty the best maid.^^ Forget to bring camera again, my phone camera suck, the pic is a bit blur. luckily my aunt has a camera and i need her to send me by e-mail.

much or not less.. the prawning photo..












The MOTHER'S DAY Photo...

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11:00 pm

yesterday is my first day.. i feel so troublesome coz there's alot of thing to do before starting work. Troublesome!!! trying sizes of uniform, do hair, make-up wear stocking.... So i reach earlier at 2.30pm but i was still late for 30mins and so I start work at 3.30pm. Learn to make the contiment, coffee, cappucino, latte, espresso.... high tea, afternoon tea,.... i told myself i reli cant work in this environment and this is not the job i looking for. Finish work earlier at 9pm coz not busy. Wow, i feel great to go back earlier coz my mum shoe was too small for me. i felt so uncomfortable.

Today is my second day. Finish skool at 12 and sylvia company me to walk around at suntec then headed to work at 1.30pm. Got plenty of time so that I will not feel so rush coz i still have 30 mins left, sit down at the pantry corner and do some revision on my skool work. It is not too bad, working is quite fun today coz learn alot of new stuff, and they do line up everyday. It like 4 ppl in the group went for meeting. But still i can't adapt the culture, environment there. It reli so troublesome.

I prefer more freedom working environment like office, doing sales.... I think i going to work there during my skool day. After i graduate i going to say bye bye to ritz carlton.^^ i reli can't take it. Next week schedule wednesday and thursday.

tiring~

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11:35 pm

Pick up a call from ritz carlton and ask me to start work tml coz tml no lesson. I have agree and tml schedule is 3pm-10pm. I must give it a try then. At least got some income. But i have no black shoe, don wanna go and buy coz i may work for 1 month oli. Anyone got black shoe lend me. Mine size 7.5 or 8. just kidding. Anyway i wearing my mum shoe although is abit small so just wear and see whether i will feel comfortable when working tml.

Tat's all..

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11:04 pm

Meet Shu yi at vivo city at 12.30pm but i was late for 15 mins. We wanna go lunch with clara but she has already eaten. Think long time nv walk around vivo, in the end we keep on walking wrong direction and had our lunch at 2pm.

After lunch find clara, i wanna find a pendant for myself coz it my 21st birthday present. So i was interested in a diamond pendant which cost $1050 + Chain $190 = $1240. Okay it is expensive. my mum surely won't agree even after much discount it become $744 to $710. Omg. My mum budget not so much lahz. Okay, so we chat in the shop for around 1 hour. After that went walk walk, shu yi bring me to the pet shop. The dog there was damn cute. i wanna bring them home!!!!

Wanna find place to sit down relax, chit - chat but nowaday weather is too hot so we decided to go somewhere, but we have nowhere to go. so shu yi say she want go far east to trim eyebrow so went down to far east and walk walk again. Okay, Shu yi say her friend got open a shop name "STAGE" so we went down to take a look shu yi bought a shirt for her bf $63. But it actually cost $150 in internet. This shop is a taiwan shop which luo zhi xiang design it and they get the copyright "STAGE" from them and bring it to singapore. cool right. Love luo zhi xiang, his is a very talented guy.

After that, eat dinner then shu yi go bedok find her bf and of coz i go tampines to find donavan.

Wanted to watch movie with donavan but in the end no show to watch so we just sit down kfc and eat. After that we walk to his house. on the way to his house we chat about future. i don wanna talk abt it but we had a arguement so i just go home straight instead of going his house.

I enjoy myself today. Talk alot of stuff with shu yi. I am glad she is happy with her life now.

Don worry about me and donvan.. we will be fine. we just need to talk thing out.

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11:39 pm

As usual finish skool early, reach home around 4pm.

Shu yi call me ask whether tml meet wat time. So i ask her to go for a swim coz it still early.

So we meet up at tpy swimming complex. We have clear our doubts, saying clearly wat r we actually unhappy about with each other. We chat alot.. so we just swam for 3 lap.

Meeting her tml to vivo city.

Happy Day. Im so tired. Nitez.

To all of my friend out there....
A most true friend by Wendy Hinson

I need to know if you’re my true friend,
will you be by my side until the end?
Can I tell you my secrets deep,
and trust them in your heart you’ll keep?
We are neither of us without our flaws,
can you accept mine as I will yours?
I’ll be a shoulder to cry on when you’re blue,
will you be there for me when I need you?
No matter how busy I will make time for you,
if you are busy will you make time for me too?
I will take your hand and comfort your tears,
will you hold me and soothe my fears?
I will give you joy and many warm smiles,
can we share that even across many miles?
I will not forget what’s important to you,
will you remember what’s important to me too?
With you my most favourite things I’ll share,
If only I know do you truly care?
If you can accept me as I do you,
then I will know you are a friend most true.

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11:46 pm

This job was recommend by Jia Feng which she has work part-time there b4. She help me alot. I reli muz thank her. Today interview was nice. The moment I step inside the hotel the ambience, services and facility feels just GREAT.

They offer me a 6.50 per hour to be a waitress in a Dale Chihuly Lounge which people can sit down and chill out, relax, drinking coffee and reading newspaper. The working place is fanstatic. It is a lady working environment. The supervisor is a guy. While they provide lunch, dinner and uniform. But there's rules to obey which have to put make-up, tie hair into bun, wearing skin colour stocking and black 2cm low heel shoes apart from that long nail r not allowed. Erm, i will be starting work after this week. So I am still consider whether i want this job anot becoz i scare i cant compromise..

I would like to try it out but i scare that the time slot does not meet the enquires. Coz they will not hire people who can work 2 -3 days. Time must be flexible for them. maybe 5 days or wat. erm... i might have to think twice to tell them my answer.

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9:37 pm

i was vr tired i just finish bathing... But still i want to write blog^^ reach home around 12+... today we enjoy ourselves vr much.

celebrate joyce birthday earlier... Meet them at bugis.. i was late coz i cant find my key. but anyway the steamboat time was 7pm change to 6pm then 5.30pm..

Mean time we just wait for the rest to come and slack in the arcade.

Total of 11 person. Joyce, Sylvia, Wan Qian, Xiao Wei, Me, Donavan, Lionel, Steve, Jia Lian, Jia Fu and Andy..Steamboat was great and delicious. it's reli indeed better then chong qin. thank yi wei for recommend. People can go and give it a try Location is at "the house of steamboat" tan quee lan st, number is 63362875. $18.20 net for each person. And its is air-conditioner. You can do booking and somemore the food serve is very fresh..

We stop at 8.30pm. Jason came and meet us so we have to cut the cake outside. Okay, it was damn funny, i ask joyce to make a wishes after i have ask her to blow the candle. Every1 laugh at me. omg. wat am i doing. After that we decided to go esplanade. there's oli me, sylvia, xiao wei, joyce and lionel. the rest go back le. too bad dar dar cannot go with us coz he will be working morning shift.

we took alot of pic while we walking to esplanade. Alot of funny pic and all is took by xiao wei. Will show the pic once i receive coz need them to send to me. Slacking at esplanade around 11pm then we had to catch the last train. Luckily there is still train for us. Enjoy ourselves.

The laughter of us will nv stop.



This was a vr funny pic which the fish cake is a piggy picture and they miss marcus so much that they say the pic look like marcus. so they decide to take with him. No hearts feeling, they just trying to be funny.









More on my photo albums. i am putting on weight.. i think i have to slim down.. haha

Tml i will be going for an interview. Riz Carlton Hotel. 2pm. Wish me good luck then coz i was down on luck recently.

Okay.. Lastly, i wanna thank friends who tag my blog. thank for concern. i will be fine. No worries.

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11:59 pm

Today ndp training was great coz we r slacking around n today oli testing those ppl who can walk, run, turn and hop on the power skip. ~ just pass

i don noe wat wrong with me. i can't get along with the ndp trainee. Not i don't want to, maybe it just gap coz they r reli very young. they also christian, they talk about their activities in the church they do. they speak english, i can say my english is very poor so i don't reli talk much to them. i think they might think that i was not friendly. wat shoud i do??

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11:55 pm

yaya.. yesterday stay at donavan house after his duty. now at his house writing bloggy.. today he is on duty ~ night shift.

i don wish to go home yet. coz i hate it.. so later i company donavan then i will go for a swim... tml no skool but going to ndp training. Can rest for 4 days. So COol~

Part-time job needed urgently!!! argghh.. for 1 month who will hire me. any 1 can recommend..

going to have my breakfast.. tat's all...

Treasure

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11:00 am

Born to Be...
♥Sandy Tan
♥Libra
♥ 19 Oct 1987
♥Optismistic
♥ Cheerful
♥Friendly
♥Spoilt
F.R.I.E.N.D.S.T.E.R

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