today i was so free.. coz i have no lesson, no work so i decide to go no where and stay at home..

while, ya just some update ya.. i wanna find job. Coz my last day of work is last tuesday 25 of march. i have finish all my adminstrative work with G4S Security Services Pte Ltd.. I reli cant bare to leave the company coz all of my colleague reli very nice. i reli must thank to karen (manager) for taking care of me all this while and she wrote me a vr good testimonial. thank you so much.. we will keep in touch.

Have been going to ndp training for a month already.. i have learn to walk and jump with the power skip.. My sister is much more fast learner. We have to learn how to fall in a correct way and she have done it. while when i was learning i have hurt my spine and it was still so painful, it already 2 week le. okok, no pain no gain. my sister alway say this to me.

finally i have finish my pmpm project and i have business law project yet to finish.. this is more easier. so i can slack a while. ha.

this is all i have been busy all this while...

wat izzit now?? FRIENDSHIP...

i can oli say "neglecting & silience". friendship is for both parties to pursue, while how to pursue?? to noe each other well.. one will be the pursuee and the other pursuer. while both parties will act as the pursuee and pursuer. it oli who act the most. if i act as the pursuer, i reli tired coz the pursuee will keep on running or maybe avoiding.. or maybe the pursuer does not noe the pursuee at all..

i tired of pursuing. letting go is the best solution... should i?? both parties is actually doing nothing.. so should i??? ans?? i reli don noe. so this carry on neglecting... both parties are not communicate at all.. so should i??ans?? i also don noe. so this carry on silience...

while, nobody can help if oli both parties are willing to solve.. so how?? nobody is telling me the ans..

i already have no ans to myself so who can give me the ans??

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12:31 pm

today i skip my pmpm lesson in the morning becoz i have promise my sister to attend her graduation ceremony!!! congrat ya.. everytime see her struggle for her project and finally she got wat she want... her hardwork is pay off.. hope this diploma cert will give her a great opportunity to strive harder in the future.. jia you worz... taken some pic with her but she is coming home late coz she is outside partying now and i have to struggle for my project!!! haiz...

anyway, once again congrat jie!!!

back to my project..

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11:30 pm

Karen is my manager... She get married last sunday. while i 'll be her sistaz for that day.. early in the morning wake up, doll myself and headed to her house.. when i reach her house, she is preparing and her 4 sistaz 'we' going to prepare to tease the groom we put milk with egg at the bottom as 3 cup water, milk and milk with egg...then we just sat there and wait for the groom to come...

when the groom come we faster lock the door then we ask him to do some forfeit if he want to fetch the bride..

Knock! Knock!

We: who's that..

Groom: karen bao bei

we: we don't noe who?

Groom: Faster open door.

We: (Open Door) now u want to get the key from us u have to do wat we say.

Groom: Okay.

We: now must sing song sing loud loud til karen can listen

Groom: They sing xiao wei with the groom brother.

We: We cant here lehz..

Groom: don like that lahz... ang boa i give big big lahz..

We: okay the next round is wat is karen favourite.

Groom: Chocolate

We: haha. even u r right also muz choose between this 3 cup.

Groom: (Choose the 1 with egg) Hey bro help me drink.( Bro all drink til vr yucky)

We: Okay final round where ang boa???

Groom: Nah for you all.. auspicious time coming.. open lehz

We: open the door..

This was how it is lahz.. vr fun.. first time i be a sistaz.. vr tired lahz.. after we go to groom house for tea cceremony then the bride will come back to her house for another tea ceremony.. all this take around 8 hours for the whole thing.. so tired lahz.. then went back to slp..

At night.. reach early.. got to help karen to c how the restaurant organise and how to walk the guest to the table... while waiting for the guest to arrive 1 by 1.. luckily im not the 1 to walk the guest.. i just sit there to write their name on the ang boa receive and put into the box. it was so fun!!!

went home 11.30pm.. tired ya.. took alot of photo.. but is with the camera man.. coz karen will get the soft copy when the camera man has edit the photo.. i will post it once i get the photo.. this was some photo taken on my camera.. it is not reli nice taken.. coz too rush... and of coz my self taken pic...=P












i will upload more.. cant wait to C THE PHOTO..

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10:07 pm

today have no lesson so i stay at home suppose to go swimming de.. but raining...

so i stay at home save my pic to my new bought hardisk and upload pic to my photo album. finally get the pic from joyce.. this is the pic taken on valentine day..

when i put the original cake into the box.

when i failed to put the cake into the box. the side of the cream has stain the box.=(



but in the end i just wrap it with the spoilt cake. don care already!!!

this are the cake we make for our loves 1.

the final..

going to upload more of the photo... will blog again.. if i have time i going to chanage my blog skin. coz was sick of it that's all.. will update soon

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4:29 pm

yesterday meet sylvia and her family at kranji mrt with joyce and xiao wei. while, we going to sylvia house which is at johor bahru at pontian. we are staying there for 1 day. so today we came back ya. not reli much time to play.. but still enjoying our self... was vr tired haha. so next time then share with u all the activities.

But today on the way back joyce lost her hp. and when she lost it she didn't tell us until we r back to singapore... coz before we go to malaysia custom we r walking around at city square to wash photo. so i ask her to wash she say alot of ppl then she don want wash and i felt that she is unhappy. i don't noe y... she is very sad like that so she just kept quiet.

then when we pass through the singapore custom, sylvia r still queueing up so we went back first then i noe that she had lost her hp. omg.. i think this the reason she don want to wash photo ya... i still say 'huh, y u don't want wash?' sorry gal... so i call sylvia to check with her family in potian for joyce hp. but i think don have ya. coz she lost it when we r reaching johor terminal.

this was sad lah.. coz i don noe wat to do ya..

p.s: hey joyce, don alwis have thing then u don say.. i noe u don want to spoil mood but this is kinda serious. don alwis keep thing to urself.

that's all for today...

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10:32 pm

Was staying at donavan house yesterday... just came back. coz he book-in le...

I ask myself... do i reli want to be with him? do i need him? and the answer is yes.. one day and another day passes i just love him deeper and deeper... so i must forget the inccident. i told myself i must forget it... coz i always bring up this inccident..

i going to let it erase from my memory.. i noe he is true.. i will trust him.. thank for everything you do...alwis be there for me.. taking care of me.. i alwis the first priority.. and much more... i want u to be by my side.. and i promise i will nv leave u k...

i must be true to myself... i alwis scare to tell ppl that i staying at donavan house coz i scare they will anyhow think lah.. etc etc.... get wat i mean.. haha but not anymore.. stay then stay wat they want to think then think.. coz we nv do anything wat for...

p.s: i will not bring up again.. love you Mr Ong Jun Wei.

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10:47 pm

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♥Sandy Tan
♥Libra
♥ 19 Oct 1987
♥Optismistic
♥ Cheerful
♥Friendly
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