Y Saturday, 29 December 2007
♥ no more good thing.. ♥
nv blog for quite sometime... thing nv seem to goes well since the day i sprain my leg... relationship with him was so complicated, friendship between me and her is happening again and again...
life was vr tired and suck... feeling vr down even though i may look happy.. deep in my heart i felt moody and darkness. i just feel like giving up everything.. so this few day i keep working, house-cleaning and studying to kept myself busy.
problem have to be solve!
his is coming back to me.. i also love him still but i cant accept him.. tat wat i told him. 'we can just like before but there is no trust from me. so i need time but i don noe how long it take for us to start afresh.' he is willing to wait but i don noe how long he can wait also... it so complicated between us... i hope 1 day we can be back together again too.
between me and she... i also don noe y r we like that again, maybe it is because of the word compromise. sometime i feel so tired in this friendship coz i commit to this friendship and wat i get is hurt. yes i did say 'don noe' whether i want to continue this friendship anot, wat i mean is even though we cannot be close friend but we can be friends but i noe i write it here will let her feel more sad. i reli sorry, i can say this is my impulsive saying. i don noe my action this few day is hurting u, i don wish to be like that too.. by acting this way i feel so irritating too coz i reli don noe wat to do if i face u and even open my mouth to tok to u. so i can oli use sms to tok to u. i noe that our friendship have hurt jojo too but i reli don want thing to be this way...i wish to solve the problem too.
but now i reli don wish to think of all this thing. i want to concentrate on my study coz exam is coming.
i have all this problem around me... all i wish that i can be happy and start afresh in 2008. thank friend who is there for me!!! thank for the company... love you all.
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