Yesterday suppose to be happy day. after my sister came back we quarrel and she push me coz she malign me.. i didn't fight back with her. i was reli sad so i eat my dinner, bath, complain to donavan and go to bed.

wake up in the morning, eye was swollen.

alright, i just finish skool and reach home i nv even touch the computer for 5 mins. my sister came back said she wanna use the computer.. watever i don't want to reply her.. she push me again.. keep on pushing.. i cant tolerate anymore so we began to fight. my father and mother break the fight between me and her..

she say my parent everytime side me.. she the one who is ridiculous. she just won't admit.. burst into tears and bang the door.

my parent was just stating the fact. if it was me the last time i will bash her up.
tml i think i have to go out.. i don't want to stay at home and look at her..

she just spoil my day.. HATE it.

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5:29 pm

While today lesson oli have 20+ student coz it have been divided into 2 classes. okay project is damn easy for this module. i think won't struggle for it. Felt so happy today. i keep on do the toking and make fun of yi wei and sylvia.. wahaha..

after class, still so chatty toking to sylvia.. headed to bugis for lunch and hunt present for joyce. apart for hunting present, we do some research on the cheaper and nice steamboat which we going for this saturday. we had decide to go to the place yi wei recommend instead of chong qin steamboat we use to go. yup yup..

we didn't manage to get present for joyce in bugis, we have no idea wat to buy. we walk to marina and also no idea ~ tiring and hungry so we had our lunch and headed to next station Bishan. We need to order thing and we have manage to get a present for her.. i also like the present we get for her, i hope she will like it too..=) sat then tell u all wat we get for her coz she will read my blog...

reach home around 4.30pm. Do medicure on fake nail.. i FAIL!! i think i have to learn and get some skill from jenny coz she is a great medicurist..

lalala... nothing to do now.. going to bath.. im happy becoz the gal i mention to u is shu yi. and we r meeting the next week.. way to go MUACKS..

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7:28 pm

nothing to blog today just the same. today finish skool at 4.. reach home nothing to do so i play maple..

viewing my blog and saw something which i nv thought.. somebody tag me which i don expect to. while, waiting for her reply coz i wanna ask her out the next week. i have been struggling for this, gonna settle it. "SOMETHING IS MISSING!!!"
i think she also feel that way too.. i believe..

photo album updated...

yaya.. tat's all..

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10:26 pm

Yesterday after skool acompany sylvia to pass present to xiao hei.. meet donavan at mrt station to fetch me to his house coz i ask him to. okay he want to surprise me because he had buy a new handphone but in the end i get angry wih him becoz he use nokia phone.. i being so childish coz i insist him to get a sony ericsson phone and becoz he get a new number, he wanted to give me surprise, when his is on duty i cant contact him so i was worry abt him and i didn't slp well..

i don't reli angry, i just act lahz. okay we walk to his house from bus interchange coz i don't want to take bus.. when walking from bus interchange to his house we need to pass by the park.. we walk slowly, chit chat and make fun with each other.. i reli like that feeling. =)

actually i suggest to go to picnic, but he don't feel like going he suggested to cook dinner at home. he already buy the food.

at night, we cook dinner together this include lean meat, salmon fish, bake bean and egg. omg where my veg. coz actually mostly the cooking was done by him.. i can say i don reli noe how to cook so i just cook the egg and rice. hee.. dinner was so fun and yummy yesterday..

the big chef..ain't he cute..

i just like to act...
Okay... DINNER TIME!!!

at that moment i reli enjoy myself and i love him to bits.. stay at his house coz i watch tv until no last bus. but have to wake up at 6am coz he going to catch that stupid old man and i went back home to continue my la la land..

wat did i do today... apart from slping.. i went market in the morning with my mum before i go to bed.. wake up around 1pm then do some housework at home..

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11:30 pm

wake up early in the morning to upload my photo and put some song into my mp3.. now i going to pack my table. coz it reli very messy..

didn't manage to blog yesterday coz brother and sister wanted to use the com.. nothing much to blog just some photo we took during our break time yesterday..

while i am taking photo of her
she also taking photo of me.



tml not able to go prawning.. coz joyce bf can oli meet us at nite and donavan will be working morning the next day.. he don want to go back home late. so tml going to meet him up and i tot of going to east coast park for a pinic!!! hee.. but need to company sylvia to pass present to xiao hei first.

tat's all..

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1:25 pm

just finish my ndp training...

ok today after skool company sylvia to buy birthday present for xiao hei. reach home around 2.30pm so i take a nap for a while then headed to eunos for my training. didn't play on the powerskip today coz i was vr tired. haha.. i reli am tired can. no ndp training for this friday and next tuesday. im so glad coz today i still thinking whether wanna skip ndp training for this friday anot coz i wanna go prawning. =P

TODAY i wanna pack my thing de. not i lazy is becoz i do not have enuf time. excuses!!! haha.. ok whatever.. tml study for the whole day... til 5 pm. shrug...

i reli cant wait prawning for this friday...

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11:40 pm

Slept 5 hour nap today!!!

today was suppose to meet andy.. but i didn't go.. coz meeting my mum at chinatown instead. after that went home to take a nap.

Ok.. i think it's enuf.. i reli very lazy nowaday.. even donavan ask me to go movie with him and yet i rejected... he wanna watch forbidden kingdom.. im so sorry. i noe it ur off day.. i just feel moody.. don't feel like doing anything.

i not going to let this go on anymore. no more laziness.. i think it time for me to work.. i cant live without working. Slack for 1 month and for this 1 month all the thing i do was so meaningless.

awaiting for this friday. COZ going prawning!!!

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8:31 pm

I was so lazy!! 4 thing i suppose to do today ~ i didn't do.

1. Pack my thing
2. Wash Clothing
3. upload photo and song
4. After finish stuff meet up with donavan.

i was vr tired. my table was reli messy - book, accessories and cosmetic was not in place. Laying there on the table together.. pile of clothes need to be hand wash. photo need to be upload into my hardisk and my photo album, new song i ask andy to send me wanna save into my mp3. and after all this i wanna meet donavan for dinner.

but i was too tired and lazy to do all this!!!

tml going to start skool and it was the last semester of my diploma. 1 more month to go.. 23 of may i going to complete it. but still need to study advance diploma so that the cert is fully complete. still consider for the intake on september or november as after this semester i going to find a full time job.

okok.. tml after skool meet up with andy to go window shopping.. i long long time i nv go shopping already. tml is donavan off day. have to ask him whether want to join us as he also wanna buy hp and because of my laziness i didn't meet him today.

the chore given to myself i reli must do lahz.. erm, perhap tml or tuesday ba..

wanna find job soon. waiting for ans from sylvia sister as her work place there wanna hire people. if can then we r able to work together again.

going to take a bath..

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7:03 pm

tml is jason 21th birthday but we celebrate for him today.. it is quite fun ya.. joyce not joining us today coz something crop up at home. meet up with sylvia, wan qian, steve, marcus, jia fu, jia lian, han hui today.. went for lunch at billy bomber's, share a set of serloin steak with sylvia. after lunch went to suntec sky garden to cut the birthday cake then we slack over there til 8.30pm...

jason is going to double'O tonight.. so andy, sylvia and me went home after that. im so sorry to reject jason, i don feel like going coz no girls is going and donavan is not there. Make me feel weird without him.. coz i alwis want him to be there to share and enjoy the joy with me..

On the way home in the bus with sylvia... we tok abt her relationship with xiao hei and she say alot of memories with him is hard to forget.. every where is a memories and xiao hei is actually giving her a vr big hope for their future and out of sudden xiao hei actually hurt her deeply even though they did not break up. i reli don't noe y xiao hei is ignoring her and yet holding on. Sylvia kept on struggling wat is the ans for the reason.. she still love him, she reli don noe y will turn out this way... i reli hope that xiao hei will tok over with sylvia and they will carry on just as loving they use to be.

Return to me by Emily Dickinson

They told me what doesn't kill me
Would make me stronger
So I must be dead
Because I can't go on any longer
I know you're still out there
But It feels like you died
How can you carry on
Living this lie
I know you aren't happy
Neither am I
I know you aren't coming back
But I just don't know how to react
I try to hate you
But I don't know how to
I'll Love you forever
And I'll wait until whenever
Because you are my true love
An angel from above
I still see you when I sleep
You got into my soul, so deep
And in my heart is where you stay
Until that one special day
When you return to me
I know that you can still see
That I am your Prince
And I am done trying to convince
Just look in your heart and know
That I rest in your soul
And you can run
And pretend like you're done
But you know inside
You are meant to be my bride
So I wait
And you hate
But together we will thrive
Just hold on, while I try to survive
So come back, before its too late
Please don't let this be our fate

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11:25 pm

tml i going to have my last examination on pmpm.. yet to finish study... recently my mood was not really good.. coz 2 of my elderly has pass away.. life is so fragile.. both of them pass away last week.. though they are not reli close to me but when i was a little girl they dote on me vr much... went to their funeral last week so i didn't actually study much for my business law. while, i think this exam is going to fail!!!

luck is not with me since last week.. coz nothing is going smoothly.. my bank account has been hack!! it private and confidential i cant reli say much.. friendship become chaotic.. i couldn't find a job.. my mum is having mammograms... can't stand her nagging and keep on scolding us... everything goes haywire..

recenty due to my stress i been throwing temper to him lahz.. im so sorry. thank for the toleration.. and he has been deploy by the police force to catch that stupid old man. this sat cant join us for jason b'dae.. we have less time to spend with each other.. weekend gonna burn.. argghh...



BAD LUCK PLEASE GO AWAY!!!

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10:21 am

Stick With You by PussyCat Dolls

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our private lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

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1:56 pm

last sat went to sentosa with joyce,xiao bu dian, wan qian,sylvia, donavan, han hui, jia fu, lionel, steve and sylvia friend jie sheng.

we are having lotz of fun..haha.. long time nv meet up but some of them is busy with their army or work.. so they don manage to come but in another 2 week time we will be celebrating jason 21th birthday!!! so we wil be able to meet up again..

took some pic but mostly at joyce and sylvia camera..







gal out there pls be very careful coz when we going to bath that time wan qian witnessed the scene of boys snapping picture in girls toilet which is locate near the entrance. the girl & boy tolilet is oli a wall away which the celing was cover with wooden net but now is seal up. so pls be careful. the police is still investigating the case. Poor 2 victim in the shower room hope can catch the culprit.

alright... headed to vivo for dinner.. then when to Toys"R"uS to buy the rubik's cube which cost $11.95. expensive sia.. but we bought 2, 1 for me and 1 for donavan.. donavan help me pay some of the money ya.. thank so muchy..



get to know this cube from jojo b'dae as her second sister is playing it and teaches us how to play.. quite interesting and donavan want to buy becoz his bunk mate is playing it.. he is learning to play too..

after that, donavan suggested to go prawning.. it already late so sylvia is not joining us... so oli me, don, joyce and lionel. meet them at pasir ris and we cab there to fetch both of them then we headed to pasir ris farmway pond for prawning. new activities for me and donavan.. the first time i go prawning is with jojo they all at bishan. when we reach there.. the price range is 1hr=$12, 2.5hr=$24, 4hr=$36 we prawn for 2.5 hr and we manage to catch 8 big head prawn and 1 is free.. haha.. coz somebody give 1 to us... actually we can catch more prawn but joyce and lionel their rod got problem and we realise that when we oli left 30 min..we wash the prawn, bbq it and eat it.. anyway we had a great time..Happy prawning and happy cooking... was damn tired coz we reach home around 6.30am. don manage to take any pic.. i must go another time!!! Cheers!!! =)

study week.. back to study!!!

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1:03 pm

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♥Libra
♥ 19 Oct 1987
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♥ Cheerful
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