LOVES is Insane. Isn't It???

Y Saturday, 19 April 2008
♥ Jason Birthday... ♥

tml is jason 21th birthday but we celebrate for him today.. it is quite fun ya.. joyce not joining us today coz something crop up at home. meet up with sylvia, wan qian, steve, marcus, jia fu, jia lian, han hui today.. went for lunch at billy bomber's, share a set of serloin steak with sylvia. after lunch went to suntec sky garden to cut the birthday cake then we slack over there til 8.30pm...

jason is going to double'O tonight.. so andy, sylvia and me went home after that. im so sorry to reject jason, i don feel like going coz no girls is going and donavan is not there. Make me feel weird without him.. coz i alwis want him to be there to share and enjoy the joy with me..

On the way home in the bus with sylvia... we tok abt her relationship with xiao hei and she say alot of memories with him is hard to forget.. every where is a memories and xiao hei is actually giving her a vr big hope for their future and out of sudden xiao hei actually hurt her deeply even though they did not break up. i reli don't noe y xiao hei is ignoring her and yet holding on. Sylvia kept on struggling wat is the ans for the reason.. she still love him, she reli don noe y will turn out this way... i reli hope that xiao hei will tok over with sylvia and they will carry on just as loving they use to be.

Return to me by Emily Dickinson

They told me what doesn't kill me
Would make me stronger
So I must be dead
Because I can't go on any longer
I know you're still out there
But It feels like you died
How can you carry on
Living this lie
I know you aren't happy
Neither am I
I know you aren't coming back
But I just don't know how to react
I try to hate you
But I don't know how to
I'll Love you forever
And I'll wait until whenever
Because you are my true love
An angel from above
I still see you when I sleep
You got into my soul, so deep
And in my heart is where you stay
Until that one special day
When you return to me
I know that you can still see
That I am your Prince
And I am done trying to convince
Just look in your heart and know
That I rest in your soul
And you can run
And pretend like you're done
But you know inside
You are meant to be my bride
So I wait
And you hate
But together we will thrive
Just hold on, while I try to survive
So come back, before its too late
Please don't let this be our fate

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