Y Monday, 31 March 2008
♥ wat am i struggling recently... ♥
today i was so free.. coz i have no lesson, no work so i decide to go no where and stay at home..
while, ya just some update ya.. i wanna find job. Coz my last day of work is last tuesday 25 of march. i have finish all my adminstrative work with G4S Security Services Pte Ltd.. I reli cant bare to leave the company coz all of my colleague reli very nice. i reli must thank to karen (manager) for taking care of me all this while and she wrote me a vr good testimonial. thank you so much.. we will keep in touch.
Have been going to ndp training for a month already.. i have learn to walk and jump with the power skip.. My sister is much more fast learner. We have to learn how to fall in a correct way and she have done it. while when i was learning i have hurt my spine and it was still so painful, it already 2 week le. okok, no pain no gain. my sister alway say this to me.
finally i have finish my pmpm project and i have business law project yet to finish.. this is more easier. so i can slack a while. ha.
this is all i have been busy all this while...
wat izzit now?? FRIENDSHIP...
i can oli say "neglecting & silience". friendship is for both parties to pursue, while how to pursue?? to noe each other well.. one will be the pursuee and the other pursuer. while both parties will act as the pursuee and pursuer. it oli who act the most. if i act as the pursuer, i reli tired coz the pursuee will keep on running or maybe avoiding.. or maybe the pursuer does not noe the pursuee at all..
i tired of pursuing. letting go is the best solution... should i?? both parties is actually doing nothing.. so should i??? ans?? i reli don noe. so this carry on neglecting... both parties are not communicate at all.. so should i??ans?? i also don noe. so this carry on silience...
while, nobody can help if oli both parties are willing to solve.. so how?? nobody is telling me the ans..
i already have no ans to myself so who can give me the ans??
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