argghh... i reli can take it anymore!!! the class that i study was sux lahz.. i try to tok to the student over there then get rejected lorz.. it reli not the skool life that i want lorz.. even the mix blood that i have knew yesterday wanna defer to the next intake to join his friend.

so i follow him.. i call my in-charge and tell her i reli do not like the class environment and wanna take the next intake.. coz next intake i can study wif shu yi.. i was so thrilled.. but when i call shu yi and tell her the good news.. i hvae a strong feeling is telling me that she don feel like study with me.. so i keep on asking her that is she mind that i study the same class wif her.. but she say okay.. i reli feel that something is not right... nowaday i found out that actually something is wrong wif our friendship after we have some misunderstanding on our self-emotion arguement. i feel that we are getting farther and farther and thing seem to be getting haywire... i reli don noe wat will happen to us.

or maybe i was thinking too much.. as she is having some stressed in her skool work and family problem. but watever it is, we cant make a pulsive decision if we didn't noe the exact story...maybe we shouldn't study together coz she also noe her classmate as i think she will be in difficult position.

actually wanna call sylvia de.. coz she also want to study the same course too but in nov.. that mean she will probably in same class with shu yi too..coz shu yi also will start study the course in nov.. so i call sylvia lorz.. then we also can study together... maybe she can company me also ya.. coz she will be a new student too...


so i have decide to defer my study and we shall c wat is the next step.. coz of this my mum have another view of me le.. she say that i do not put much effort and no determination to study. i reli want to study hard and get good result...but when u r study u reli need a friend lorz...like doing project or discuss any revision together and u will feel comfortable in class and won't feel lonely also...


i was so stressed now and i really need time to calm down!!!

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♥ 19 Oct 1987
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